Thursday, October 11, 2012

2nd Malignancy?

What if the second area is malignant. Will that revoke my acceptance into the clinical trial?

Wow. Lots to think about in these coming days. Tomorrow, I have up to 6-8 hours of testing, all cognitive stuff. It's like back to back to back SATS.

As I digested my new information, my dad called me upstairs to check out a stunning rainbow. Does that signify that everything will be alright?


  1. Oh, my baby girl you are the light, you are the colors of the rainbow, you are loved, you are much loved
    su mamasita

  2. That is exactly what I would say...No matter what things are going to be ok.Please Lord guide us through the up coming days and help us to see the rainbow at every turn. Amen

  3. Yes, you are going to be ok. Reach to God for peace and strength during this time and always. He is the only hope there is.... I pray for you!

  4. Jess,
    I am praying for you! I have always thought of a rainbow as a promise of good things to come, so that is how I think you should take it. Your mom said it beautifully, you are loved
    Sarah B.

  5. YES. It does. Because it will be. I've known in my heart this whole time. This is just another bump . . . uhh, literally. I know it's way more than that. I know it probably feels like starting over and taking steps back. But it may also be perfect timing for your clinical trial. This MAY be technically a good thing that will help?? You've got your spirit and you've got your entire support team with which you can do anything! Love you.

  6. "So Cal" PattiOctober 13, 2012 at 8:40 AM

    Jess-I agree with Annie as I have known from the beginning of following your blog that you would be overcoming this! Lots of ups and downs for you but I still know that the answer is out there for you! A rainbow is a very good sign of good things to come and hopefully your pot of gold will be this clinical trial! Stay strong and know that you are surrounded by love and support! Love, Patti


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