I am about to completely throw up on myself. Apparently, during my shower The water hit my scab and it started peeling back. This has to be a joke, this scab, blood, fluids, all of this is my worst nightmare. I abhor gooey things (non-edible of course). I've just spent a good 45 minutes trying to cut back the lifted area (there goes my allotment of writing time), but it's impossible to do without scissors, nail clippers, and hydrogen peroxide which I do not have at the moment. I can't wait until this scab is gone. Luckily it's really looking like sooner than later. Gross.
Soon I won't have the tickle of tightness that comes with the scab. Just turning to look at my head in the mirror, I still can't believe that they chopped open my head a few times. This might take a while to really sink in.
Just another bump in the road- you have overcome way too much to let that get you down! Not a great way to start the morning for you- but hopefully you had great day after that!!!
ReplyDeleteWhat a scary morning for you, but just another bump in the road to recovery. With each little layer of the unknown that comes off, the new and improved Jessica evolves! You are an exceptional person and I do believe that your gift of writing will open up a whole new future for you!!!
ReplyDeleteJeez Jess, gross is right, BUT a good scab means good healing. Forget the mirror for a few days. Sounds like you're thinking too hard and playing too little. Where's Stewie? Do you have sunshine? It's cold and cloudy in FH. Miss & xoxo
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