The Mind Plays Games

Today I practiced more reading. I'm notice some interesting things. When read silently to myself I think can read anything I see. I can now start to manage huge words, recognize them, and most understand their meaning. I see all words, large and small. Yet, when I read loud I'm not reading words that are on paper. Also have a terrible time sounding out words. Two syllables max. And actually that be generous. It's wild. My brain playing tricks. I miss multiple words from paragraph, or I insert words according to Danny the words don't exist. He so patient with me.

It's crazy to flip from read alone by myself, because think I'm just reading, but if I'm not reading right in front Danny we can't be sure. Weird. Ignorance is bliss I guess.