Posenjak Fund

CANCER SUCKS. I just found out that my childhood friend's husband was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia. Above is Allison, her husband Bryan, and their two boys. Apparently he fell while in the shower and his body couldn't heal properly. That lead to a check of his blood and bone marrow, leading to his diagnosis. He's currently undergoing two different types of chemotherapy at Virginia Mason in Seattle, and he's in a lot of pain. Today just happens to be one of their son's birthdays; what a rough time. Please send your prayers, and if you are so moved, please donate to their fund at Whidbey Island Bank or you could send a check to Islanders Bank, I'll give more information below. The family resides in Friday Harbor - both having grown up on the island. They're another island love story, something that's close to my heart. Man, cancer SUCKS. I hate this kind of stuff. All we can do, I guess, is support them with our love, and help out in any way that we can. I just hate cancer. I was taught to never say, "hate", but I don't care, I hate cancer.

Posenjak Fund
Whidbey Island Bank
535 Market Street, Suite A
Friday Harbor, WA 98250
360.370.5641

Posenjak Account
Islander's Bank
P.O. Box 909, 225 Blair Ave.
Friday Harbor, WA 98250-0909
360.378.2265

Little Bad Mole

About a month ago I had an appointment with a dermatologist to check all of my moles. Unfortunately, two moles were removed and one of them came back with precancerous cells. Although it's not a very big deal, the pathology showed that there is still some precancerous cells in the area around what was previously the mole. I was supposed to have a one hour procedure tomorrow to remove the rest of the dangerous area, but this morning I panicked.

You see, the area in question is on my breast. The doctor already removed a big chunk and she wants to go back in. I'm antsy, nervous, apprehensive, and all around sick about the thought of going back in. A woman's breast is a very private area, and is such a symbol of femininity. The first procedure took three weeks to heal, and now it's a big ole' lump of scar tissue.

I might not be able to avoid another procedure, but I cancelled the one for tomorrow which was supposed to take place in Wenatchee. Instead, I called Virgina Mason in Seattle which is a leading medical center for dermatology. I have an appointment for Friday to have an initial meeting, at which point I will have a referral for the surgery.

It's odd, I have been more upset about this silly little procedure than my brain tumor surgery. At least I now know that I will be in the hands of the best at Virginia Mason. I've learned a lot about medical things in the past year and a half, one of them being, go to the best whenever you can. It's your body, and anything less than the best is less than you deserve. Follow your gut and don't feel bad. It's your body and you are your best advocate.

I know that this goofy little mole thing that I'm cleaning up on my breast is absolutely NOTHING like breast cancer, but it makes me feel for all of the women that have (or have had) breast cancer. That is some scary, scary stuff and for me it has been incredibly violating. I have a whole new respect for breast cancer fighters, survivors, and victims. I admire you. Truly.