First Solo Run

I just finished my first jog around green lake! Four miles round trip. Score! Now I don't have to be afraid of having a seizure while I go out. I just needed to set a precedence. Of course, now I don't have the excuse of not exercising :) It took a month and a half to get back to running alone, but who cares, I'm back!! That loop was a huge success, and I made it through by thinking of all of you supporting me. Then, through the dusk, my face tickled by mosquitos, I sprinted out the final half mile in Ethan's honor. It was powerful.

Creating Ripples

“Remember there's no such thing as a small act of kindness. Every act creates a ripple with no logical end.” -Scott Adams

I'm feeling much better. It happened just after I hit, "Post" last Friday. Somehow, I don't completely understand it and I should never forget, blogging purges me of my pent up emotions. Yes, death is scary, but I don't normally dwell on mine. It's too morbid, too dreary, too negative, and counterproductive to my happiness (or anyone's really). All I want in life is to enjoy the good things, to fill my soul with happiness. And on that note, I'm going to take Emma on a walk in the sunshine. 

Hopefully I don't sound flippant, but if that's the case, I guess that's just how things go sometimes. The emotions ebb and flow.