Really?

Is this really happening?

Am I really dealing with a brain tumor?

Is this really my life?

I just hopped on to the internet and a goggle ad proclaimed, "The bucket list for Seattle. Things you should do before you die."

Thanks for that Google Ads. Great.

Follow Up MRI

We found out this morning that my three month follow up MRI is happening this Friday which is actually just past the two month mark. I had a minor panic attack when I found out.

I was expecting three more weeks. It will be nice to have answers, but I'm a little overwhelmed that it's happening so soon.

Danny and I have kept a white board in the kitchen where we write down questions for the doctors. I guess it's time to review my list. The MRI is this Friday at 11:00am and I'll have the results at 12:30pm Friday afternoon. I'm really excited to see Dr Silbergeld and Dr Lucas, but I'm still pretty nervous.

I know that no matter what happens on Friday, it is just going to happen. Nothing will change between now and Friday, it's just finding out results. There is nothing I can do. This situation is out of my control. I'm just going to try and live my life and breathe deeply.