Oh mighty have fallen - poo saga contines

so frusted havnt been able to poop cover a week!!!!. Wish i didnt have to talk about -in but  that's the big problem. every const0atioun pill, every max dose, prue juice, two kale smoothy, a day, powders, veggies, EVERYTHING; lots of water, my body so frustated. so gross. and pain. RATS. dan went to get more options. while i was in hospital the doctors said they were givng me [pain killers for doses for a 300 person. my complely warped. they could not believe how much pain i edure and toerate and not be knock out. iwould silent sob through the night, then nurse feel sobad, up my dosage. crazy! it makes sense that i need three thimes the dose. my mody is all out of wack.

not sleep from paing in the stomack. just lay in bed all nigth waiting. cramps and cramps, unreal.

sorry to tell you so much. hope its okay.

if my bowels are my biggest problem its kind of funny, except it makes me sooooo cranky :) SO CRANKY!!

on anther side my right side is movi g more, its greatT! i am rigbht anded and trying to type with both hands, this is new! coo! my body is still weird, ican see mybody and arms andlegs, but i dont recagn9ce them. like a out body experiuence. like a third person, or i see dan but i see him but backwards. almosrt ipossible to explain. like im a sciece prject. totaly amazing!

im working on randlm stuff, fun to prgress :) wish i could tell everthing maybe in time! tigle in arm and leg ist great! even when its uncomfortable. i will do it! right after a nap. the constaption has me stumed though :) so gross but ultimately the biggest thing in my problems. ps i speak way better than i type. that makes me very hapy that people understand me speak9ng. sweet!!

An extra 30 min

Pills are ever 3hr and I had a glorious nap! 1 1/2 hour. Naps are amazing. I don't ever fight them at all. I love it. I get giddy. So here is a cool thing, Dr Liau spend an extra 30 min after surgery pulling my skull really tight so scar would be persice and clean. Don't know if you know that my first Dr Sibergeld used staples and then had to open my brain again. It wasn't as presion. Wide scar and dr Liau couldn't leave it. I immediately notice how clean and dainty the scar and dr Liau meekly smiled, appreciated I noticed. She was the one who shaved me, so clean and gently. She cared about my brain, my scar, the woman had her dainty fingers in my brain. That is amazing. A gift. She puts things better than they were, that is a wonderful, a great to live life. I have so much gratitude!

Hope tomorrow we will get final pathology. Always little nervoous, but t am truly happy! Thank you for all the love and encouragement. I am having so much just nap and vist with Dan. I am surprised take this long recover but no pressure hear :)

I cannot tell you how much I love you all!! Another fabulous day. The aminging things I'm able to do. So cool!! I sound simple but I'm thriving :) sometime maybe simple the best