One thing about this blog is that it allows me to purge my feelings, and my fears. Once I put it in the blog I'm able to walk away, literally, and go out and live my life. It's a type of therapy for me. I guess we all have different coping mechanisms in life, and mine is writing.
At every turn, the world keeps showing me the goodness in life. With this diagnosis, I still believe that nothing is too wonderful to be true!